Ha, life is not wonderful. Life sucks so badly right now. I'm miserable, feel like puking, want to take nyquil, and I just want to sleep a shit load of time. I'm not happy.
Alan's uh, possible girlfriend tried to add me on facebook. I ignored her of course, but sent her a message asking her why she would add me Dayna said that she thought it was rude of her. I just want to know what would even posses her to try and add me as a friend. We never talked, I never met her, so why?
However, she is probably the perfect girl for Alan. She's short, tiny, cute. Big emphasizes on the cute part. Alan adores cute. I am not cute, so maybe this is better for him. She apparently listens to Godsmack and is a bit of a goth. I guess if that's what he wants now he can go for it. But I'm going to work my ass off to make him regret his decision. On one hand, I feel like he will never regret his decision due to the fact of my personality and my habits. In the end I think it'll just end up benefiting me in a way that isn't my original intent.
Today was very good up to that whole facebook fiasco. I had easy classes. I adore my Classics teacher. Math is pretty easy but I've realized I've forgotten stuff.
I also signed up to the Philosophy club, Alliance club (like lgbt) and a few others. That was fun.
Today I went to an RSA meeting. Resident Student Association. I want to eventually become an RA. They get 500 dollars a month and a discount on housing. I think I'll be fine doing it. We'll see how things work out. I'm going to be at the Bingo thing on Thursday to help out with that.
Zumba last night was amazing. Kick boxing today was flipping intense. I really enjoyed it though. I kinda wish it was at night, when I feel the worst and really want to take my anger out on something.
My room mate is chill, I just need more guy friends. They give better hugs. I need more to do. I need to keep busy. I guess I'll go work on my homework.
Why do all the awesome people have to be forever far away from me?
~Nicole
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